The full moon is here.  I can feel it because I can't sleep and I feel edgy.  A few months ago I felt pent up and took the Vette out and drove reckless speeds for as far and as long as I could in an effort to purge the feeling.  I thought I might need pills or something because I couldn't shake it.  But once I realized it was the moon I felt better because I could just roll with it.  I think that makes me a nocturnal animal, like a bat or wolf...or a vampire.  And to top things off, it's a full moon equinox, which means the seasons are changing too.  I feel it.  I feel the change in my bones like a blanket wrapped around my body and mind, its edges pulsating and rippling from the movement happening within.  The Witch, as she came to be called, says it's a time for reflection and taking stock of the past as they pertain to current events.  That assessment feels absolutely correct. 
I think God comes to me in any and all forms.  He sends me signs and messages of His will.  Without them a man like me, who struggles with pure and simple faith, would lose sight of such things.  So I keep my mind's eye open for that which may just be the better of my Angels.
-JF
Thursday, September 23, 2010
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